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I do not worship the Keeper of Time. Instead, I am a devote of the Nurturer of Freedom, Mother Nature. Despite my intense veneration of the Goddess of Freedom, I still get my ass whooped by the Father of Law and Order, Time.

Father Time can be a very cruel God, satisfying desires and or needs at the last possible second. In many cases, blessings come just after they were due, sending the recipient running, stretching to make it to the finished line. He always seems to be in hot pursuit of you, especially when you want to achieve or manifest. He can never just be mellow and deliver everything to you in the perfect manner at the perfect time. Nope. Father Time has to chime away in your ear, reminding you of his presence. As soon as an experience becomes unbearably enjoyable, the situation changes or worse yet, it ends. El Padre screams in the loudest whisper “Tick, tock, tick tock.” Barely audible but always present, Time is always.

I have been at war with Him, fighting hard to free myself of a perceived cyclical jail and an insane mandate to march when and how I am told. So badly have I wanted freedom, that I have created my own jail. What do I need to escape this fate?

My great desire is to worship all that is fertile, dark and inextricably beautiful in Gaia. I have failed my mission to command Time and not be commanded. I have forgotten my power and forgotten the ways in which Mother Nature can rally those around her to overcome Father Time aka Saturn…… The stories exists in plenitude of how Time has been overwhelmed by might and/or wit. My favorite being that of Ra and Nut.

Nut is Ra’s Queen and she decides she wants to have children, but Ra realizes that if Nut has a son, then her son will one day be his heir. Ra does not want to give up his crown to any one. Ra curses Nut, declaring that she not be able to bear children on any day of the year. Grieving , Nut calls Tehuti to help her. Tehuti loves Nut and says he will help and knows too, that he could never reverse the spell cast by Ra.

He devises a plan and the Thrice -Great God decides to challenge Khonsu the Moon-God to a game of draughts. Tehuti wins and wins and Khonsu keeps upping the stakes to keep Tehuti interested in playing. Tehuti tells Khonsu that he will play again if Khonsu will offer light as the prize. Tehuti wins enough light to create five (5) more days and on each new day added, Nut gives birth.

I too need to invoke the wit and magic of Tehuti. I anticipate intense euphoria after I beat Time. I am in control and can manifest anything at any time. I need a little help from my friends…….

Saturn in Virgo is just beginning. Have you decided what needs your attention? Have you planned your defeat of El Padre?